Its been awhile again.....

So its been a while since I updated. Its never easy for me to take a few moments and type. I am actually typing as I watch one of my favorite shows fringe. There has been alot going on but at the same time not alot going on. We are all just as busy as usual. Doing the usual things. Softball will start in a few short weeks. Soccer has started though we had to postpon our first game becuase of weather and the field not being open yet. The kids are all doing great in school. We within about 2 weeks saw all the teachers from both schools. They are asking that we put Isaac and Jackson in a cluster class. This means a class room in a regular school. They will have one teacher and 12 students. All the students in the class will be disabled in some form. The diffrence is that they will be with regular students also. There school feels that they are to advanced for were there at. We are a little hesitant because of all they get at the school there at. They did promise us that if it didnt work out then we could switch them back. I think that is the only thing that is making it so we agree to it. Another thing going on with the boys is the annual walk for autism is coming up May 1st. I have raised $200.00 so far on my own and my friend who is walking with me and is on my team has raised $95.00. Our team goal is $400.00. We are over half way. I just wish I could hit my goal. I am also hoping it doesnt rain this year. Last year it was cold and wet but very fun. Haylie and Hunter had AWSOME report cards. Both are doing really well in school. The only down fall there is spelling. We really need to work on spelling. I cant believe this school year is almost over. I think they go off track one more time then they are done for the year. Its nothing big though as they only have a 3 week summer lol. I really cant believe they are almost in the 5th grade. Were did my babies go? My baby Zander isnt much of a baby anymore. He is getting to be such a big boy and very head strong to boot. If he wants somthing nothing can stop him until he gets it. Today he wanted to see the dogs so he started to push and pull me all the way through the kitchen to the window then he moved a stool and grunted at me to lift him on to it. He is way to smart for his own good. I only wish I could get him off the damn bottle. Potty training is not far off I am sure (and thankful for). He is getting big fast. There are days I want another baby and then there are days like today were I dont want half the ones I have. Marc is doing well. He is not loving work but who does love there work really? I wish he could find a job he enjoys and was happy at but at this time there is nothing out there that pays even half of what he is making now. He is excited for softball though. I hope to make it to some of his games but with the day care that can be hard. We did get a little weekend getaway to vegas that was fun. I was stupid and forgot my camera and so we bought a crappy disposable and of course most of the pictures didnt work. It was alot of fun and much needed. Its been a hard year this year emotionally. Just with the day care and everything else going on there are tmes i have felt over whelmed but its getting better as the kids get older. Well I am sorry about the ramblings but its just how I felt today. I will try to be better with updating I really will.